2018 comes to a close

Wow! 2018 year has been crazy and amazing all at once. I have a couple things to update you all on about my journey. This year has been amazing. I started an Etsy shop, started grad school, and completed a child life practicum.

First, Grad school……

I have finished my first semester of grad school at the University of Minnesota. I really enjoyed the material and I finally feel respected as a professional and a student by my peers and professors. Grad school (for me) has been such an amazing experience so far.

16ebe4370a72843119ff2d6a60a79a88I took two classes for Fall 2018. Advanced Cognitive Psychology and Cognitive and Biological Development. There were a lot of assignments and readings, but nothing terribly unbearable.  Truthfully, I expected it to be harder, but I found it very straight forward, the professors and my advisor are incredibly. I feel very supported which really helps not stressing out over little things

I started the semester off with working, and school. About half way through the semester I started my Practicum at UC Davis, which is about 2 hours away from me. Doing all 3 was too much and I had to quit my job. However, Practicum and school  together we’re just fine. In fact, I found it really helpful to related my assignments to my practicum.

Now, onto the practicum.

I can’t say enough how amazing this experience was. Before I began the practicum I img_1947didn’t quite understand why this was something internship sites were looking for in potential interns. However, I am so happy I did the practicum because going into a hospital wont be so foreign to me. I now have a better understanding of how to structure my day, which patients I want to make a priority, activities I may want to have in my toolbox, language I will want to use when working with kids, etc.

My practicum was completed at UC David Medical Center in Sacramento. It was 12 weeks long and I was there 2 days a week for 6 hours a day. In the end it came to about 144 hours. Sacramento is about 2 hours away from me. Thankfully my amazing practicum coordinator, Emily, was able to set my schedule that I am at the hospital two days in a row, and I spent the night at a friends place in between.img_1821
The first 6 weeks of my practicum was completed in the out patient pediatric infusion room. So these were kiddos who were coming in for some type of infusion. There was such a range, there were cancer diagnosis, blood disorders, crohn’s disease, etc. The list goes on and on.  A lot of what I saw was port accesses and lumbar punctures. My supervisor was awesome. She sat down with me and did a walk through of what port access prep, and education would look like. So it was pretty cool for me to be in the child’s position and explore the Medkin doll, ask questions and try a port access myself! The doll itself is honestly a bit creepy…but a really cool teaching tool. My supervisor had a therapy dog in the clinic with her. His name was Huggy. This was not only fun for me 🙂 , but also incredibly cool to see how a dog could benefit everyone. He was helpful for the nurses, kids, parents, doctors, basically anyone who came in contact with.

The 2nd 6 weeks was completed in the PICU. What a completely different place in theimg_1645 hospital. First of all, there was a ton of sadness. Which I think was good that I was exposed to this during my practicum. Almost each week I went into the PICU there was a kiddo on that unit who was going to pass at some point. Very sad, but also something I was happy to be exposed to. There was also a lot of traumas; kids in car accidents, random freak accidents that would happen at home or school, and some chronically ill kids who were in the PICU long before I got there and would be there long after me as well. With all that being said, I also loved being in the PICU. I am someone who LOVES constancy. So I had the constancy of seeing the same kids week after week, I was able to build relationships with these kids and see their transformations. I was able to think of fun activities for them do do while in the hospital besides play-doh and coloring. I loved my supervisor in the PICU. She was amazing in challenging me to think about the relevant theories regarding a patient. I know I will find this helpful when it comes to answering interview questions. She taught me how to make an IV teddy and how this could be used for educating the child on the IV.  We also went through medical play sessions with patients and I was able to observe how she would clear up misconceptions regarding medical equipment.


The other thing I loved about being in the PICU is all the special events I got to see and how much joy they bring to everyone in the hospital. While I was there we had a superhero visit, Santa visit, adopt a balloon dog, and a winter workshop. The kids loved these events, and it was also fun to see the nurses get excited to see Santa walking the halls!









Every week me and my co-practicum student would meet with Emily, the education coordinator, and we would go over readings, talk about experiences we had, questions, concerns, etc. I loved these meetings. Being able to talk to more people who could relate to what I was experiencing was so helpful! I felt so safe talking about my experiences and what I was feeling when witnessing something for the first time. Without these two people the practicum wouldn’t have been the same.

img_2437  I had weekly assignments that consisted of readings, a journal, and write ups such as medical play/therapeutic play chart notes, clinical observations. The journals would be about my day, but I would also incorporate my readings into the journals and how I can apply what I am reading into practice and observation. We also had to do a case study presentation to the child life team. Man, this was stressful. During my presentation I started off pretty well, and then I got to the last 5minutes, and I absolutely blacked out. I have no idea what I said or how I said it. I was told that it wasn’t noticeable, but I still hate that it happened. I know I will have another presentation for my internship, so I might as well figure it out now!

I really cant say enough about my practicum experience. It was amazing. I was so sad to leave because I loved being in the hospital so much! The entire child life team at UC Davis was amazing. I loved how they truly cared for one another wellbeing, and took self care very seriously. They were so helpful and supportive of one another. I hope I will be part of an amazing team like this some day.

Until my internship, I am going to go back to volunteering at UCSF. I want to stay in the  hospital environment and apply what I was learning. I want to gain as much experience as I can before I begin my next step.


Camp Okizu

I just got back from 9 days at a camp called Camp Okizu. I had such an amazing time! First of all,  have never gone to camp, even as a kid. My only frame of reference was from The Parent Trap with Lindsey Lohan.  Summer-Camp.jpg

A little background on Camp Okizu. It is located in Berry Creek, CA which is about an hour from Chico, CA.  Camp Okizu is an Oncology camp. They have weeks where kids who have or had cancer can attend, as well as weeks when siblings of those affected by cancer can attend. They also have family camps. There is always medical staff there to make sure the kids are getting their medication, and to assist with any situations that may arise. Every year there is a new theme. This year the theme was Superhero!


I went to Oncology week 1, so the population I worked with were kiddos who had cancer, or are currently going through treatment. The first two days were staff training days. There was about 40 of us counselors, and over the two days, we really got to get to know each other through playing games, and spending time during meals together. A lot of the counselors were either oncology campers themselves, or a sibling of a camper. There were also plenty of us who are interested in working with this population in our field. Because many of the counselors were campers themselves, Many of them know each other very well. They are all very welcoming to the new staff, and by the end of the 9 days you feel like you have known these people forever. It has been about a week since I’ve been home, and I am missing them all very much.


Padfoot, Strawberry, Atari, Stat

In my cabin, I had 3 other counselors with me. Two of which were experienced, and one other who was new. To the 4 of us we had 7 girls between the ages of 9-12. The councelors all chose camp names instead of going by our given names. I chose the name Padfoot. (Points given to any of you who know what the name is in reference to.) We slept outside during the night, which was absolutely beautiful! I have never seen so many stars.


Our days were filled with tons of activities. As a cabin we got to do swimming, boating, arts & crafts, archery, fishing, hiking, etc. The kids also got to break off into Special Interest groups and do activities with other kids of various ages. During the week, meals were made special and unique by adding twists. We did a baseball lunch -the kids had to literally catch their hotdogs and chips, absolutely amazing lol!- we had meals outside with other cabins. We also had special events during the day – Mission in Metropolis – playing games to redeem for tickets, which the kids could turn in for a snow cone, or dunk a counselor.


This is what the week looked like

This experience was absolutely exhausting, by the time I got home I was dead tired, I had a ton of mosquito bites, I needed a shower, and couldn’t wash my clothes fast enough. However, It was one of the most exciting and rewarding weeks I have had in a long time. I met so many amazing kids who openly shared their story with cancer, there was crying, laughter, and mourning the loved ones they have lost from cancer.


I couldn’t have asked for a better group of kids, or co counselors to have had this experience with. I will absolutely be back next year for Oncology 1! If you live in the area, I strongly encourage you to check them out!

Camp Okizu Website